oh.
FIM is so killing me.
there is a godzillion things to learn and FOR THE SECOND TIME IN A ROW, i have a prof who
1. does not teach from the text and thinks its kinda redundant
this is highly hazardous, coz it means he requires u to know things NOT in the text
2. teaches a zillion things of the real financial world NOT in the text.
BAD. shit. i only know a shitload of stuff about investment mindsets. highly un-usable.
3. asks terribly hard qns in class.
resulting in my negative participation.
4. teaches so much NOT in the text, NOT in the notes that i have a truck of handwritten notes.
:(

sian.
disgusting.


but i think i will forever remember whats LIBOR, TIBOR and SIBOR.

and that aust starts the stock mkt earliest, followed by tokyo, then spore......

and why a company can never ever get a 100% loan from any bank. even if there is ZERO risk.

and erm... how to create synthetic forward rates from different bond yields and their yield to maturity

and that arbitraging is NOT the buying and selling of different priced items in differnt markets.

and yesterday i dreamt of stocks, bonds, t-bills, securities, loans and debts.

and those freaking disgusting interest rate GRAPHS.

and he teaches about ECONS in class. utility graph etc. god. ive thrown my econs back to VJ.

oh.
all these in 2 days.
i have one more lesson on fri. and proj is due 3 weeks later. group and individual.
bless me.
and my class lurves to participate. oh why.


Blessed for everything you've given me
Blessed for all the tenderness you show
Do my best with every breath that's in me
Blessed, to see you never,never,never go