my sis went to her friend's wake today
what makes a 17 year old boy jump to his death, i have no idea.

but i have seen my 78 yr-old grandmother struggle for 2 weeks in the hospital
passed away knowing all those that love her will cope with the loss

and.... well... i guess..
all thats left is the grief, confusion and loss he left to his family

my sister said he was quite cute(alot of girls like him), gd in sports, freaking smart(not the mugger kind.. now thats so rare)
and he just broke up with his gf, which some say is the reason for this tragedy

i feel so sad.
for him, his family, and the life he never got to lead.

as my sis said, "ive went to 3 funerals in less than 6mths. and 4 in less than a year."


ah. life.