just reached hm
dang. new record. think my mom almost died.

ikea day today! ha.
but didnt really buy anything.
but its fun to buy sneakers!
even more fun when u laugh at ugly bags/shoes/people.

turkish food today was niceeeeee. i like.
esp the beef & potato & cheese thingy.
NICE. haha.

yay! seeing ah rain on wed! :)
bought snacks for Rain ydae at Carrefour :)
Rain likes snacks. haha.
bought snacks for me too. hee.

bought my Nalgene bottle ydae too!
aiya wait for renjun to buy together.... can wait til all the roses wilt la....
i had fun ydae and today. thanks.

ohh and finally met shawn ydae.
damn good choice.
managed to cheat a Goodwood Park Buffet outta him.
im good man, seriously. i damn gd. hah.
damn the cleaner la.... why starbucks have to chase pple at 2am??
just let us sit there n rot wont die right

but good talking to shawn.
made me realise stuff.
u 2 are seriously more alike than u can ever imagine.
as he puts it, "grow up together wad"
and to think of the day when i will ask u for ur advice.
gosh. haha. jokin.

and shawn, if u r reading this,
i told zhicong u are interested in him.
sad to say, u r flatly rejected.
nvm.... sincerity & perseverance right??
HAHAHHAHAHA.
he didnt even know it was e taonan sch motto la.

*

im glad i said EVERYTHING out.
u dont know how much it means to me.
just as i dont know how much it hurts u.
my behaviour today was, at e least, atrocious.
yet u said it wasnt my fault.
it bloody hell is la.
and your hurt & understanding really made me feel like the worse human being alive.
so silly and selfish of me. im so sorry.

so i said. lets start afresh. ok?
u'll always be a fren so dear and precious i'll think of u throughout my life.
im sure of it. definite.
but i'll never choose u.
i felt my honesty being a blade so sharp it cut a gash thru u. it was all written on your face.
i love u, my friend. pls love yourself more.