AHHHHHHHHHHHH
i've never in my whole entire life of 20 yrs met someone who's thinking is SOOOO different from mine
wad a shock to the system.
like the sun and the moon.
yes, JUST like that.

and damn u if u are going to suggest the inferior intellect of someone i knoe.

i dont knoe what is it that allows u to back down whenever u knoe u r reaching the limit.
but being the mean stubborn person that i am, i make sure u do.
and i feel like cursing myself at the end of it.

"he's the single most intelligent person i know w a very analytical brain. and can make me feel dumb."
"well then he shud go into engineering"
"ya but he's in biz. he's probably interested in biz"
"well so that goes to show he's not very intelligent afterall. and he has made a wrong move by going into biz."
"he just has to follow his interest."
"ya but his analytical brain will be useless already"
"ya. but I LIKE CANNOT AR"
"orh... ok"

and another.....

"he's into painting now. haha. so funny right"
"what a bloody waste of time. these kind of activities are pple with nothing better to do."
"well he's interested so whats wrong"
"but imagine the amount of time u can spend on something USEFUL. art is useless"
"there are some things called life's little pleasures"
"well these things are impractical and useless. totally meaningless"
"they fulfill a person and make him happy. people who appreciate live a different life albeit not earning as much. they are happier"
"yala thats true. so there's the difference btw people who are focused and those who are not"
"no. thats the difference between people who enjoy and those who earn to build a $50,000 coffin and scowl in their grave. it just defines the value u place on self-satisfaction and how u want to live your life."
"ya but i feel damn depressed if i paint"
"well then, thats YOU, isnt it?"
"ya ok lor. i shut up."

and to nail my case..

"oh ya, u know i really loved the high renaissance era. with raphael, da vince & michelangelo. and botticelli was also damn good."
"oh ok...."
"oh and i spent yesterday's afternoon reading on Judaism. fascinating. and i can finally remember all the greek alphabets."
"huh... ok"

im sorry i was such a bitch. i was irritated.
u say i understand u very well.
but apparently u dont know me very well, do u?

do i have to hang a sign "DO NOT TOUCH MY FRENS"??


well well well.
u say u have only space for math & sci.
greeks were the best mathematicians, m'dear.
in fact they INVENTED mathematics.
thats where you get your alphas, betas, gammas and zetas. what we use for math are their freaking alphabets.

and im going to laugh the next time u say "sou desu ka" instead of "sou desu ne"
giant of a difference btw a question & an affirmative
and i dont even dare tell u "au revoir".... u'll hear "aww vwhar" & ask me what the hell i'm talking abt.
u asked me what is "seirc". why i put "cries".
and i tell u, well go find out for yourself.
ever heard of gaelic, mavoureen?
and i have an affinity for aphrodite, god of beauty, because i love beautiful everythings. and u remind me of ares.
know who's that? greek god of war, husband to aphrodite & father of eros.
eros is cupid. god of love.
do u even knoe nike is a greek god? bet u dont. so is hermes.

u have too little interests, i have too many
u think reading's a chore, i need it like water
u spend money only out of necessity, i spend it to derive what i call "life's little pleasures"
u'll probably never know the simple gestures of zhihui giving me a small card, or me writing a dumb note to her.
you only knoe that we write rubbish inside. ay, and what difference rubbish make.

and yet, we have similar interests.
cars, formula1, kimi raikkonen.
ok i believe u really love kimi. so do i.
nba, iverson & vince carter.
u say u like iverson & carter. hell, u dont even know which team iverson is from. PULEEZE.
soccer, la liga, raul.
DONT ever tlk abt Raul to me. i knoe for a fact u like shev & ac milan. ok.
tennis, hewitt, hingis.
ya. just so u to tell me, "hey i like hewitt too!"
lets not go into swimming, thorpe, phelps. or track & field and marion jones.
i cant stand the coincidences.
good for u not knowing who is svetlana khorkina. phew. at least gymnastics is safe.

oh damn.
YOU had to talk to me abt such things.
me, who love the arts.
u'll probably think byron is useless and van gogh is tormented.
no, byron is wise. Literature. ring any bells? doubt so.
van gogh has so many hidden meanings in his "The Starry Night" u look at painting in a whole new way. ahhh. u know which is it?
or his "Blue Irises"?? tsk tsk.

u read asia weekly, do u not?
i read newsweek.
having a vast amt of interest in the art does not dilute my interest in politics.
u like politics, ok we talk politics.
what do u think of Frist? oh ya, u'll probably think he's some loser who is make a clown of the US.
u like money, we can talk money. but no, sorry i dont invest.
so although i may know the ins and outs of the China Aviation Oil scandal and its impact on the ever-steady Temasek Holdings, i cant tell u which companies are ripe for investing.
i knoe nuts about stocks. but i listen when u talk abt it. and i try to learn.

even our taste for the most common interest is different.
u like yellow lambos. i think black rules.
yellow because "people will know that its a lambo."
and for me, black simply because "i like black lambos. they r friggin sexy"
ok this is way out of pt. but whatever.

even our taste in wuxia novels is different.
gosh.

u want to step foot in every american state & chinese province.
why? "because there's alot of it". i really catch-no-ball.
i want to go to the Louvre. paris has more than THAT tower u know.
i want to go to england, see the Thames.
i want to go to Ireland, to ardmore bay. because there's jus no place like it.
i want to go to texas, because its so full of western-american flavour.
i want to go to New York, because im a citygirl. and u cant get more urban than New York.
i want to go to Barcelona, to see gaudi's works. u know Gaudi? Antonio Gaudi??
i want to go to rome, to the vatican. see my raphael michelangelo botticelli.
i want to go to germany, to see the Neuschwanstein Castle. one of the most famous in the world. heard of it?
i want to go to st. moritz. to SEE st. moritz.
i want to go to Greece, because i dream of it and i have to see the Aegean. u think greece is boring.
i want to go to Dali. just go there. even to see their famed granite is good enough. and to see the gate that jin yong has the keys to.

u want to go to places because "there's alot of it"?
u confuse me.

well, at least we have overlapping interests.
kinda hard not to. everyone has overlapping interests with me.