dont belittle me by saying coz for raising ur voice when u didnt.
u wouldn't.

i think...
i can never be the fren u hope me as...
coz i feel this gap btw us..
and its as if i dont deserve to be the one who knows the way u r, to be the one u talk to..
coz u probably wont hear me baring my soul to u...

i see the bitterness and sadness that u feel
and i think, u shudnt be feeling all these
at least not now

and the darkness that i sense u living in just makes me feel further
u cant smile at the simple things i smile at
and thats so sad

u make me feel emabrrassed for feeling so thankful for the things i do
coz there's few things u feel thankful for

i just cant see myself giving u the love i give to my family and some/most of my frens
and im so sorry for that

hmmm i suppose.......
i can hope that i will one day see u smile the smile i never saw
even if u say u have to go away to do so