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yusuke L'Arc Gaelic GooGooDolls
Raul J.D Robb Bohemian Black

"The Eidolon that is you,
the labyrinth that is me"

April 16, 2005

just came back from dinner-movie-supper
yawn
im tired, but i havent bathe
so im not gonna slp.....
going to bathe later... v much later... coz i dont want to create a rackus in my parents' rm
yawn

tired la
shit

im the dun-need-to-sleep-one
how can be tired?
smash my own signboard (literal translation to chinese)

my dear moni ydae say i nv blog
so now i blog
i will cont to call her moni as long as she owes me frappe
HAHAH

thurs:
biz law over=exams over!!!!!!!!!
heee haaaa YAY
went killiney street(spelling right annot) to eat w moni
some jap food
hahah..... but eat liao stil hungry... and they were playing a really weird mix of songs
some VERY old(Leo Gu's Shi Zhong), some v new(some ken chu song), some obscure(of coz i wont know wad), some horrible(cyndi's honey)
and their speakers r like.... freaking lousy
hahah

den went centerpt, orchard pt, bugis, TCC, OG, simlim
oh man i feel so auntie
and i didnt buy ANYTHING
miracle miracle..... so im broke... thus why

moni... frapp leh?? :(

went hm to catch hai tun wan lian ren
yea, i watch that show daily
coz i think huo jian hua is gd-looking
thats it.
the show is horrendous
i cant stand the story line
my sis cant stand zhang shao han
we ABSOLUTELY CANNOT STAND XU SHAO YANG
seriously
he's one ugly piece of shit
damn screwed-up face, screwed-up way of talking, screwed-up hair
i rather see....... ehhh...... gary instead
sorry, i dunno y i said gary.... but gary is 1000000000000 times betta than that piece of shit
thus... the show has only ONE redemption value.... huo jian hua... my sis oso watch daily.... we can nv get over how ugly xu sh*o ya*g is...

today(or rather, ydae)
went suntec to stuff myself full of lamian+xiao long bao w my sis
den went town to walk walk
oh man
may $$ drop down from the sky(i can see lirong rolling her eyes)
or mebbe god can just give me forever21
same oso, though i'm not a believer of god

amy called!!!!!!!!
YAY........ im patiently waiting for her exams to finish den we can slack slack slackkkkkkkkkkk
so sorry i couldnt talk to her coz i was in town.....

walked til legs damn pain
den went home to watch that dolphine show
and ganged up w my sis against my parents
we r so horrendous..... congrats to all e lucky pple who dont have terrorizing kids

wanted to skip dinner w zhi gary yikai.... coz 85 v ma fan to go
but zhi & gary keep calling... so decided to go... and my partner-in-crime(my sis) finished my dinner
and yikai very nice wor.... he come and fetch me!!! hee
we were like.... late for 1 hr......
nvm la hor... zhihui+gary can entertain themselves one......
summore they live so near... can talk abt the buildings/trees/shops/grass around their neighbourhood
haha... lame
and they thought me & yikai purposely went late..... tt we sit in the carpark to tok
eh we nv...... yikai the marvellous driver lost his way
and went one big round from tampines to blk85
he v jialat leh.....

watched samara after tt... coz kok wan to watch....
sit beside zhi v scary..... coz she block nose, den her breathing is damn scary
in fact, as scary as the movie...... haha... though e movie not v scary
den went S-11 to eat.... hao hao orh... my house downstairs only

im going to wake up damn bloody late tml la.....
and i need to find time to go yikai's house... AHHHH

was reading my diary just now...........
small part only la....
coz my house no bk to read :(
and ive decided:
i) im going to very treasure my frenship w *****...... no names, since some odd people will read this and i dowan to feel like a goldfish
remembered those times when i told him so much stuff..... still in conctact, and im SO DAMN GLAD

ii) i want to become frens w ******* again.... those tt knoe me know who's this
becoz of some stuff.... i avoided him like siao......
now tt i think of it... i dunno.... i wan the frenship back.....
but so selfish & insensitive of me..... and cant contact him lidat oso... weird right.... if i do so
summore he weird weird one.... dunno wad he thinking... he think i mad/siao/asshole or hate me i oso dunno....

iii) my understanding of **** was so little last time.... haha.... know so much more now... dunno gd or bad oso..... he say he disgusts me
HAHAHAHHAHA...... u noe who la hor

iv) ****** used to be a very very impt person to me...... she still is, but things have mellowed, and matured
thats nice

v) im crazy last time. i thought takuya was ugly. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE????
haha

wad a long entry

oh ya
saw yitwoon today
must call him someday man..... gf impt, frens oso impt right

yikai oso likes Rule of Four!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nice wor
had quite a nice time talking/gossiping in e car today... hahah damn funny la

was talking to my sis abt the parthenon today
she doesnt sound v interested :(

*

some people are just, like, nice right?
there are really nice people
nice naturally
nice from the bottom of their heart
just nice, and kind

im not nice, im not kind
too tainted & hard to be nice
too realistic to be kind
but im not evil la... i hope
samara is evil

*


Stranger than your sympathy
And this is my apology
I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

And I wished for things that I don't need
(All I wanted)
And what I chased won't set me free
(All I wanted)
And I get scared but I'm not crawlin' on my knees

Oh, yeah
Everything's all wrong, yeah
Everything's all wrong, yeah
Where the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
Take these things, so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And now my head's been filled with doubt

We're taught to lead the life you choose
(All I wanted)
You know your love's run out on you
(All I wanted)
And you can't see when all your dreams aren't coming true

Oh, yeah
It's easy to forget, yeah
When you choke on the regrets, yeah
Who the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
And all these thoughts you stole from me
And I'm not sure where I belong
And no where's home and no more wrong

And I was in love with things I tried to make you believe I was
And I wouldn't be the one to kneel before the dreams I wanted
And all the dark and all the lies were all the empty things
disguised as me

Mmm, yeah
Stranger than your sympathy
Stranger than your sympathy
Mmm hmmm mmm

-Sympathy-
Goo Goo Dolls