just finished tuesdays w morrie
finished it surprisingly fast and enjoyed it surprisingly much
makes me think

people change, huh?
i've changed, alot
and not mildly so

for better or worse?
depends

im more cynical, more anti-social, more cold, more untrusting, more nonchalance, more straight-talking, more insensitive
but ive nv been more independent, more knowledgeable, smarter and open-minded
nv more sure of myself, confident & unafraid of anything
and i do know, that i have never loved and accepted myself as much

its been a long time since ive ever told anyone that i'm sad or happy
and its been long since ive felt elated
but i am contented

im happy when i meet lirong for food & coffee @ spinelli's
im happy when i quarrel with zhihui and ignore her and she goes "ah lin~~~"
im happy when i talk cock to amy and luff at her silliness
im happy when i luff horrendously w shawn abt other pple.....
or when i go to hosp/clinics w him & luff AT him
im happy when i have dinners w yikai and gary
even though we always seem to talk abt the same things everytime
im happy when i see eileen in sch & discover such ease with someone i hardly know
im happy when i immerse myself in kino
im happy when real madrid wins & Raul scores
im happy when i see yd smile, yes i am
im happy when i see my mommy, daddy & meimei

happy valentine's day

im happy when i spend vdae reading tuesdays w morris,
sunken in my sofa & cushions,
the fan mildly blowing,
the sun lighting up the place,
with ryohei yamamoto in e backgrd,
thinking of my frens & family.....
while others less fortunate are swallowed up by the commercialism of vdae,
sweltering under the sun in orchard rd,
and paying $5 for roses that cost $0.20 in Yunnan.....

its vdae,
feel the love....
......your own way
=)