*amoureux de...
family frenz reading XiaoYuEr
RealMadrid coffee Versailles
*ahora mismo...
yusuke L'Arc Gaelic GooGooDolls
Raul J.D Robb Bohemian Black

"The Eidolon that is you,
the labyrinth that is me"

October 27, 2004

hahah
today me n shawn damn stupid la
he called me while i was on e bus
he was at kembangan station n my bus was outside e station.... so i could see a monkey talking on e phone but monkey cannot see me
hahaha
like pte zoo

and i talked damn loud..... coz e bus v noisy
think e indian woman beside me damn bu shuang

craving for gelare waffle
this is bad

in a Im Tae Bin mood
All from 1TYM's 2004 conc

Opening: Hello, Uh-Oh

taebin in blueeeee
mebbe in e future i shud jus go look for guys who wear alot of blue
wait, that would mean 50% of e population... forget it

Everyday & Everynight:


whole of 1TYM!!! (see, i so fair)
taebin in white

Right here Waiting(yes, e english one):


think lotsa pple wanna kill this ger
me xclusve, coz he's not youdian.... HHAHA..... unmoved



basically its all v unclear
endure
coz tts all i see too =(

AND
he's NOT
i. a poseur
ii. a punkster

becoz
i. poseur=sunglass + turned-up polo ie. amylum's type, JasonGoh-type
ii. there can only ever be one punkster: YI QI YOU DIAN =)
e rest are all punkster-imitates(eg. taebin) or CMIs(taebin's frenz)
hisato is...... a 0.8punk punkster
HAHHAHA

*

got foodfair in sch today!!!
e fried spicy chicken damn damn nice.... i noe coz jason bought for us.... hahaha
ate at his checkpt during e treasure hunt
today i v on..... so quite fun..... but basically its quite a stupid idea

i'll miss jason after LTB
i mean miss as in e way u miss ur facilitator/senior
coz he's v fun to be w and he's not a person who forces his views on u

shit.. suddenly got alot to write.... endure
hmmmm
alot of guys i realize, like to take charge..... esp when they r older(like, 21?? hahha)
eg. chuan... i mean he has his views and he wants pple to listen to them. its ok w me coz tts e way to do things but sometimes u feel like he's trying to make u think his way even when u're not convinced. and u dun become convinced. u just accept. im not targeting chuan in particular, coz seriously he's a damn nice person to work w coz he listens alot to me & sees logic in alot of things i say.
but its actually a general thing in alot of guys. like shawn, james, kwangsheng
its NOT a flaw

but for jason, u will get convinced by what he say, he gives u this super-reliable feeling & u dun feel like u r obliged to listen to him.
its not just for me, its obvious e whole grp feels like that. coz wheneva he gives a suggestion everyone will be like "tts cheating but its a gd idea!!" "ya.... true"
i think its a combination of himself as well as his brains la

and he's smart. catches things fast and has gd general knowledge.
i would NEVER EVER endure a guy who does not have gd general knowledge. its UTTER TORTURE. im already dying w pple asking me this and that everytime(u dont mind coz they r my gd frenz.... others i simply ignore) and its damn tong ku when pple do not know what u r talking abt. so far e best conversationalist i've ever found is my dearest-im-not-talking-to sis. she's superb man. even e way she insults and cracks jokes is fantastic. totally my kind. but SIGH.
and he's bilingual. impressive.

also, he's funny. he acts so different from his poseur image and he's so utterly confident. and he's someone who cannot be tied down. thats damn gd.
like him in e sense he's a v gd person. a rarity.
but one thing: he's like a different world person. cant click. can talk cant click. understand??
its not tt he's filthy rich/short/models/old......... its e person la
of coz he being rich and older is part of it all.... but not really e pt

like, yd is rich AND older but stil ok. in fact, its damn gd tt he's rich. HAHAH im digressing.

ya, so i'll miss jason.
the way i'll miss sophie(my facilitator), carol(my Ixora PL), mrs ling, ms dora lee.......

i still like my punkster & punkster-immitates
hee

*

alot of stuff to do for proj
and im like, stil slacking
im drooling at shoes, skirts, bags....... asking pple out at every chance..... watching shows..... sleeping late..... loving to wake up at 230am to watch real play....
really dun understand y pple are so busy
with WHAT??
i have e same projects, same modules, same assignments
not say they get A i get C
our grades are averaging at B overall

so now im helping them do work, as well as doing mine
i dun mind doing more
as long as they r really busy
if not....... i would gladly punch them

oh and everyone is stressed
by WHAT?
know what mom said "die la, mebbe u missed one module"
ha
not funny.... bleah