hai... feeling so empty nowadays... why so?? no idea

its not sch... sch only serves to irritate me.... but its ok la.... i mean e work is shit but at least i have pple to tok to in sch....

been lidat since fri... obviously theres a reason why...

now i know how he feels... to feel sad n sian all e time... its goddamn terrible...

im no saint, but i feel bad when im in e sian mode n pple around me feel it but dont know why...
ha.... thought im supposed to be emotionally-stable & self-confident according to that leadership book..... but why am i feeling so weak mentally??

i dont usually look as if im down when i am, but this time, i cant seem to dispel it and at least be cheerful in front of others..... damn sian

too many things revealed nowadays here.... thats y i only put one day's post(s) visible..

sorry la pple.... im bad company nowadays.... ren yi ren ok....

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ok on to normal blogging.......

ydae me n zhi & gary met for lunch.... haha.... if u could say seeing limkokliang at 2PM when we arranged for 1PM is stil lunch.... by e time we started i bet it was past 230... coz we dunno which exit to go sizzler... sounds dumb.
but apart fr kokliang being late & having a cockup hair, it was quite nice & fun la. haha... quite alot of things to say... not exactly the cant-wait-to-tell-u-things kind... more of like a nice, streaming conversation...... guess older pple tok lidat..... last time we would have made a hell lot of noise.. haha

but hope to go out more times.... even if gary dont wanna treat.... its OK la! haha... but think quite hard to arrange time....
life does take some things away from u sometimes... but i'll like to think that it makes me treasure good times more....

amy came by just now... but just for a teeny wheeny short while.... oh man... so long nv see her... wayyy too long... hope she'll be ble to cope well with so much stuff in sch.... miss her~ =)

havent talked to shawn for quite awhile too.... that guy... glad his health is getting betta... or issit?? haha... he shud go get a nice ger to take care of him.... stop him from having weird sleeping habits & eating such horribly unbalanced meals....

and someone stop ***** fr asking me for soccer advice. i do not bet on soccer and i bloody hell have no idea who's gonna win in e southampton-charlton match... hell... i've nver seen charlton played b4...
and stop asking me to go to sch & study when u dont have anything to study!!! grrrrrr

okay, but u're still my kaki in sch so i can take it... Hahah...

no sch tml! yea!!

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hai.... if only pride does not run in the family, it'll be a much much much more harmonious place... my parents must be wondering where we got that prideful streak from...