went CGH in e morning w zhihui... damn bloody tired man.. haha... went eastpt later.. tt plc's a ghost town... haha...

anyway e "highlight" of e day's supposed to be dinner out w tv-face. wanted to like, talk stuff out n make him have a GOOD, ACCURATE idea of how i feel. took qt some beat-abt-e-bushing to ask him but he said "no"... so there's nothing i can do right?? i mean, its not as if he says he likes me n gives me roses every other day or wad so i dont have e "chance" to reject right?? but i've decided NEVER to reply his smses or calls.. in fact, im gg to end e call when its ringing so he knows tt i dont wan to talk to him.

too bad la..... hai... n anyway i made it like damn obvious i dont like him, not even in e least bit. i also told him abt golf-course... i mean i din mention e name la... but like sorta mentioned that there was this guy i really liked in vj tt time... so ya... n i tried to oppose to stuff he said so that he'll think we're thinking in really diversed wavelengths & i've changed alot.. haha... sounds lame but its an attempt la...

met lirong, ernest, janice, zhihui @ siglap~~~ haha... kinda fun though it was v v short... e best thing's tt all of us went home in cars... woohoo... haha

haiya... mebbe i shudnt adjust my wavelengths to communicate w others... dunno la...

on to lighter stuff...
reading xiao yu er now!!!! feel so xing fu... haha... tt dae was @ terra w lirong... n both of us r xingfu though in diff ways... i guess for diff pple u define xingfu differently & diff stuff brings in diff kinds of xingfu... jus like i can imagine e kind of xingfu i will derive from having a family, or even jus getting married... w e knowledge tt there's someone there to be w u on e rocking chair & smile w u jus looking @ e sunset... someone to juz take for granted & rely on e person totally... to have kids that annoy & irritate u but also makes u explode w love when they laugh & run towards u.... hahha i sound like a counsellor...

but there's also the freedom of just being unattached & u know that endless opportunities await u... having the power of choice & allowance for dreams... guess it all depends on e individual & having diff needs @ diff pts in life... gosh i sound like a bloody book! haha...

i believe that there's someone who can be my 100% just being himself(like tt idiot called yusuke)... juz whether i'll end up w him la(not yusuke.. but e person in future)... & tt person will be e person i love only... is either im a freaking romantist or i read too many books, but i think i'll love only 1 person this lifetime... or mebbe its just i have a warped idea of love...?? haha...

ahh... but i like those which r e kind tt cannot be tied down... some guys r lidat, ya?? some pple may view love as v impt, but its not their everything(unlike peter parker)... kinda like a free & selfish spirit.... so i'll prob jus bring trouble to myself... haha... this is getting ridiculous... ha.. but xiao yu er's lidat... and youdian mebbe abit?? i dunno...?

oh & he opened doors for me today... i dont like it... & im amazed tt i'm actually so refrained w him tt i din tell him... see how bad it is?? oh & u bet yusuke would prob laugh seeing me walk thru glass n bang my head than open doors for me =) see e trouble i bring upon myself?? ahh but so cute... *smiles*

oh and tv-face(lemme call him tf) couldnt solve e IQ ques on e 8 balls... & yusuke COULD... =) see e diff?? apart fr e looks, money, taste, personality, height, hair, dress sense, humour, wittiness, theres also BRAINS. he trashes tf, simply put. xiao yu er w/o a doubt can.... he's a bloody smart ass... haha... n he trashes yusuke... haha...

yea!! argentina vs brazil on mon!!!! go argentina!!!!!!!!!!!!!