*amoureux de...
family frenz reading XiaoYuEr
RealMadrid coffee Versailles
*ahora mismo...
yusuke L'Arc Gaelic GooGooDolls
Raul J.D Robb Bohemian Black

"The Eidolon that is you,
the labyrinth that is me"

June 14, 2004

just got home...... =)

YEA double-YEA triple-YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahha......... spain won russia!!!
was soo worried for them, coz dear portugal got trashed(okay... not realli trashed la...hahah) by greece.... den make me so demoralised for spain.... sekali they oso suay suay how?? hahhaha... but henghengheng... valeron made gd n score~ =)
i'm soo glad..... =)

russians r so damn rough la... this bloody-asshole-idiot-spastic guy kept pushing n pulling @ Raul.... he's tired of living manz.... if i see anybody INJURE Raul..... he's gonna be soooooooo in trouble w me.....

ohhh cant wait for france-england to start.........
gogogo france!!!!!!! =) *heez*

anywayz, went to paragon today to eat ding tai fung w family... madmad one they all... suddenli wan go eat... haha.... e food was okay larz... liked e yang chun noodles... i seem to be e onli one who likes it....??

after dat went to tt bloody cool supermarkt @ paragon basement n bot stuff.... e fruits there r damn pretty... those fr japan larz.. e grapes cost $16... like WTH lar....
so ar... if nxt time i go(or rather, marry to) japan i can jus buy those pretty grapes, coz i'll think tt its ok-priced then...=)

went kino w sis n luffed @ e pple in popolo
..... haha.... so fun~
oh yea, saw zhenghan @ e mrt w shopping bags
.... does that guy seriously haf pots of gold lying ard??!!??

went home, rested n read all e build-up to france-engld for abt 30mins n went out to meet shawn~

that guy ar...*sigh*:
shawn: wah, eh! u like grow taller huh?
me: eh tt's wad u ALWAYS sae when u see me... but e fact is, u've jus forgotten we've onli got a 4cm-difference...
shawn: okok fine fine!

hahahhaz~
but v nice to see him.... almost forgot how nice n bully-able he was.... withdrew money for him (shud haf ran off w e dbs card) n went to starbucks so tt he can spend e money =) *smilez*

he's realli a v nice guy..... not used to such nice-ness fr my close frenz.... ~~
cant blif im saying this, but he's most prob not gonna see this so im safe...hahahha

after tt went to mac n slack again.... its jus a change of venue n food... hahahha
called up amy to join us n jackson arrived shortly after she did. he's super-duper entertaining
..... hahahha..... full of rubbish~ i'll surely lose to him~
saw pei en n she too joined us.... so e 5 of us were there toking cock n luffing @ each other..... like so duh~ hahha

stayed til ard 12++ n went home after that la.... so nice...


talked to shawn on e fone after so long.... i mean, seriously talked...
shud haf felt hurt tt he din tell me abt it sooner, but i dont.... thats e weird part... i jus feel hopeless for him...
theres nth he can do n theres nth i can do... n i hope tt there was someone he cud haf talked to @ tt time... i dunno if there was...
i hate to be so straight w him all e time coz i noe it doesnt feel good to haf someone be so cruel to u everytime...
but strangely, he's e one n only person im so frank w.... n im not sure if i like it....*shrugs*

oh ya, but he's sooo used to me doing it he may jus bonk out if i start being tactful w him.... hahahha

i hope i nv forget this frenship.... coz i suddenly remember how much it means to me........

to 'someone': onli e most impt pple can inflict this kind of pain ya? i'm so hurt it has to be u... u'll nv noe abt this... coz i hate myself for not being able to show tt im hurt... or angry... so all u alwaes see is e 'aiya-never mind-whateva' side...
it will subside one day, i know... but it'll probably nv be erased...